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It’s a Sunday in late January of 2015. I’m standing at the mouth of Cape Fear my heart breaking. A tug of war between the ocean waters and the inter-coastal waterway as the tide ebbs and flows is a picture of the battle inside me. Tossed and turned, the shells of life lay broken on the shore ready to be ground into smooth sand over the course of time. The sound of the waves gently racing up the beach and slowly receding back into the deep brings an uncanny comfort to the soul.
The osprey, sandpipers and seagulls perch, seemingly unaware of their surroundings, right at waters edge. What are they waiting for? What do they see? Do they enjoy Gods creation as much as me? No, probably more. If they could speak, what secrets would they reveal? Beauty appreciated, beauty adored, reveal your heart in me. The depths of the ocean to the height of the mountains a beauty to glorious to comprehend.

As I look around there is seemingly no path through, that the ocean will not swallow me up. I search for higher ground to stand. A new perspective of what lies around me stimulates my senses. I stand on a protective barrier built to fortify Fort Caswell! Breached how many times by the raging sea? High tide swallows the beach and makes it impassable without getting my feet wet. Do I risk it, or turn back? I’ll sit listening and watching the waves, waiting to see what they’ll reveal.

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