A Net of Hope

Enough of my random thoughts…between the blog and notes on facebook…It has been fun and really has ‘loosened’ me up in the whole area of transparency. I am realizing I have really only just begun to know who I am as a person and woman. I tend to compartmentalize and like all my ‘stuff’ to be in neat little boxes, only to be pulled out for use when I want. I consider myself a very open, honest and transparent sort of person and I don’t tend to offer information unless people specifically ask. You can ask me pretty much anything and I am willing to discuss or let you know how I feel, think or have experienced in that particular area. I just don’t tend to initiate and offer up stuff on my own without being asked. I don’t mean to come across as closed down etc. but I am married to a man who is always ready to talk and always has something to say. He is learning to not talk as much and give me opportunity and I am learnig to speak up and say what I mean. One of my goals is to continue to come out of my shell and be vulnerable and be known for who I really am. It will be interesting to see how all of this unfold.